Now you’re
quiescent,
Each time
threatening to rearm later
Maliciously
you blackmail me
Promising to
become greater
It’s a slow
poison; killing me ever so slow
Yet without
you, I think I’m incomplete.
You are
unwanted, but it’s you that I need.
You have
grown, now you grow more and flow
In my soul
you have made your abode
Don’t let me
live in peace, or even without.
You are the
vampire, who thirsts for my soul
You are the venom,
which spreads in my whole.
You make me
writhe, you tease and taunt
Insolence:
your word – by which you swear
You stir up
a storm inside me
Your power
is of no measure
You raise
your hood and thunder –
That is your
quintessence of pleasure.
You hurt no
end,
Never realise
what you do
Never care,
never bother…
Sink me to
the bottom
Of that deep
dark ocean
Plunge me to
the depths
Of the
darkness unseen
Raise me to
the stars
Beyond those
ever created
Above those
empty spaces
Never reached,
nor explored.
Down at the
bottom, you give me not a breath to breathe
Far up
above, you blind me with the height.
Into the deafening
silence, never heard before
Into the
shattering cacophony, that surrounds all o’er
You take me
and tear me
To a million
pieces
And again it’s
you, who mends me back
To the whole
I am.
Not a
teardrop to shed,
Not a smile
to pass,
Not a
feeling of emotion – sweet or sour
You bar me
from everything
You bar me
from all
Into another
world, I find myself fall…
Falling I am,
fallen all over
Into another
world, now I’m transmitted
I wake from
my death
For you've revisited.
